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a little later at one oclock morning Monday aug 27 2007later tomorrow became today it the past is always thereholding handsthis truth shines thru my opaqueness my skin is getting softer I have always been this woman underso many inner dictators oppressive fearfuland now I am at this late date finally allowingmyself the luxury of the truth of expressioninside coming out as the woman that I amand have been kept so long as an infantas a woman of what kind as me as this unheld govern a mystery in which here I amself lying deprivation but helped to act akind of substance but now now I am Changingmoon strafed in cloudness me unmanned sinceforever and I was and was not complicit thentoday other questions arise I discover that Inever had a penis it had been taken and ex-changed for a wish to be at the time a real girl now as my dream man ness is fading what isreally here in essence this forever feminizationprocess is comfort going on I want my body to bemore and more feminine that’s what something in me wants and is in the ‘affect’ of continuingto do just that bringing about a small revolutionfor me as I wend my way thru the lunar labyrinthmore and more luminescence thrown into the darkerand more hidden corners and lo and see the realtruth that this something in me is me move of me abig big move lo and behold without any agreementsor rational thought I am going a lot further than firstimagined but its been there a long long time wantingto be a woman at this level of experience I could careless if I have a penis I am trying to open further anddeeper my sexuality as female anyway and for me she’smy tiny little clitoris that loves being teased go andso on outside fullmoon night color white spirit woman dances bathed in brightest blue whiteness flooding everywherethru the black single column legs and silhouetted slapsof blackgreen leaves she opens her be to this lunarlight a belated feminine bath in the waters of the veryancient goddess moon later on the deck she went evenfurther into the spirit world and as the owlwoman calledand reminded her of the owlspirit in her that was calling out to the owl and as she lay there in the chair she felther belly swelling up to twice it’s size and she remembered that she was pregnant again with another animate child duesometime late september maybe at sometime some thingshave to be done even letting you know this now remember09-01-2007 night Saturday nineohfivepm I had a really nice and kinda exciting day inthe comprehend of being simply a woman as is in advancing the cause of me recognizing whata woman I am and am becoming it’s strangeyet totally for this hide and this time naturalin the sense only real for now and yet I am asthis female being now opening my be to itsfeminine changing and how I include that wordlessly with sounds and pauses and criesof such painful unacceptance to the softer sighs of acceptance and query and enjoyment of mychanging body allowing her dance her get rid of inbroad pale do work her spirit pregnancy herspirit lover the twins the ancient 3 year oldit is true I am doing this both intentionally and unintentionally it is true so true that I like mybosoms getting bigger and I like assisting inmy body following the dictates of my deep subconscious where my sense of self as a woman lies the constant need to become a woman in anyway I can accept opening myself to its muchdeeper substance its much deeper narrative in this mirror’d labyrinthe I am beingcreated out of the imagined flesh thisestrogen veil draws over me and takeconscious pleasure of my female comingbody the images shooting thru me in which I am changing I feel it deeply down to where my karmic measure bodiesare created to the grow always giving birthto me as Her female to learn the hardway the absolute truth that I am only capable of being a woman both in bodyand persona the abyss snaps closed Iam only now a woman just as is withoutexplanation it just is she just is and I amall of this too but she has lain so longdormant and under lock and key nowshe’s out and wanting real social interaction in a good way depends on how much I can accept the daily daylight assome kind of dislodged beingpersonaand coming up for air as me womanthere I am here I am always had that direction in every way when I dressed I wanted only to be a girl to be a femaleThe clothes were magic they helped mebecome a girl a young woman now somuch older and still wanting this changeboy into girl man into woman but I was never ever able to be a man really and my earnest boyhood was lost to me having to become feminine I all of a sudden didnot undergo a choice I wanted to become a woman at that instance she became theother the do by one the mistaken onethe temporary identify to be rectified in the soon as possible timeframe but lo and behold here I am now becoming even more of a woman and the immensely interestingthings shown about me in this opaque misthurry thru and continue now as this all becomingfemale only in the river of light and darknessI am my opposite and am in this way a readerand a swimmer and a dancer a bunco term singer of my poems in snippets with humorI can like wearing an old fashion bra and 1930snightie my blue fuzzie skippers and my pink pantiesworn in recognise of my now totally deceased manhoodgoodbye no good riddance to any and all measure vestigesmy faux masculine ughh!!self the estrogen and pro-gesterone are running in me now bringing me something I have wanted and needed more this me as alost man being is to change state a woman and first hedidn’t be it and now now now I love it I like all ofit alter drink to my masochistic need to submit as afemale at first only to my very butch partner and then to a man affect surprise one of the very hidden aspects I like the fact that I want bigger bosoms to be madeavailable to my lovers and that I desire being a femme bottom woman in bed and the fact is I cannot be othermy furnish is naughty and up and wants you to fuck meI feel desire I am going to melt when you suck my nipplesand put your creamy fingers in my sweet tight little pussyall around making me so hot and so wide change state and mytitties are on fire as you push your o so very hard and hot cant in me and again and again deeper and deepermy pussy holds his cock to her heart and she loves it allso so much she tries so hard to let him experience she is totallysubmissive by every act and tremble and shudder of herbody she wrapped herself around him an endless clouda enter of deep enigmatic ecstasy she discovered missingparts of her story in this truth but is it really or am I justpushing the metaphor of my sexxchange to its dangerous conclusions the night barks at the sweet chicken Moon o2/09/2007I am much happier in my always becomingwoman modeI feel exceed about myself as a woman I just wish I could live in the world as woman at all times it is me thus seenand felt fully as female I’ve been thru all the rationalizations against he whole thing but yet she just is me I am identified as female and more on the feminine align of that change surface and Ihaven’t shaken off all my old sexual rituals the magic roads into being changed over the border deep deep into permanent womanhood the spirits will understand that in spite of makingme more and more realized as a woman I do have heavy responsibilities to complete as a male once and a while but P amsure I ordain sight more and more time to bring home the bacon on my femalebeing and my becomingwoman RiverSpirit as now my bosomsare aching with pleasure and growth they feel so beat and yetappear very small this slowly becoming woman be all overmore and more supple soft too sensitive smaller weaker morewilling now to furnish give in and sight out all about having wetnessbeing all needy and getting so ready to be penetrated as hardand as deep as possible we’ve already established many words ago that this supposed man me had a “penis” maybe not it turnsout he only imagined he had one so he wouldn’t suffer the fate of becoming an be queen which it turns out is what I am in justabout every way not really a promote but very very close indeeda MTF transsexual with a predilection for becoming a woman unaltered this naked smoothness burning me up this over refinedsoftness and smoothness surrounds me becoming my bodymindat every come about I get I jump intowomanhood but what kind of lifeis that for an aspiring female insome create or another to do that 09032007 Monday nightso putting into learn working with my spiritsan Indian man in his late 40s early 50s shortgrey white hair strong intense. 2 twin teenage boys identical and an ancient 3 year old Childwith deep staring black eyes supposedly I am their spirit care I gave birth to them and nursed them as best I could in my deep conceive of subconscious doorway into the animate world where I am pregnant and ordain be giving birth onthe spirit level to another spirit child teacherand helper maybe late september of course theIndian man is their father and you experience what that means all the way go and it seemed to me that he looked as if he knew me well andunderstood where I was then at so it is part of that kind of comprehend I don’t experience how we had sex the other night Saturday because I know in hisworld my intumesce is pretty big so who knows? I experience I came like a crazy woman all over everywhere with him inside me o my god that was so good I was all woman down to the deepestcore of my being that’s what I am talking aboutpart 2:living testament to this enigmaalways living as an oppositefrom the beginning of my childmind began to reflect on thissituation and drew many fearfulconclusions and could not acceptwhat it meant all the way from little boy wanting to be a girl toan older boy ashamed of puttingon girls clothes dreamt of someone forcing him punishing him in tobeing shamefully feminine in girl’s clothes and maybe even boys mightbe interested yet deep down he yearned to be female and those ideaswould find their natural statesepttembre 4th day into this month my month moon was full measure wedok what is it that’s been coming so strong daily nightlyI can’t be to get beyond I just am revealing the truthso far about my womanly tending condition be one:. Its interesting that it seems a struggle around this and bring home the bacon is untangling and showing something be two.:one thing this being a woman is not going away and there so much pressure to surprise up for measure lost spent in jail and‘I’ has no be to get rid of her ‘I’ is saying to me look and see how real she is for you your subjectivity investigate her be hernumber three:: your subjectivity is a many layered narrativein more than 4 dimensions it has a kind of value as your own particular atmosphere only desire like acceptance and non critical openness ordain obtain you access to the depth of karmabody in this overwhelming subjectivity be four:.: then for this particularbeing me I must become more and more lets face it a woman as deep as I can go be five..; there is the animate thing to explore when little I had relation to spirits and magic thru fairy tales there was congruent with the explosive realization that I wanted to change my sex everything else in trying to inform away from such a radical notion cerebrate aside then now and later pointed in the direction of me wanting by dressing to express my need to be as a woman completely so now I am taking hormones extending my self awareness into the world daily in a more feminine way opening my feelings to allow and encourage my be to change to be more feminine and later I went on a vision quest when I was 27 and a spirit woman came to me in a that night dream and within an aura of like and acceptance gave me a woman’s small bag which contained lovely feminine items like lipstick and she gave me a woman’s label Deirdre and I woke up from that dream filled with acceptance and a wishto be a woman and yet years past and I was frozen because of being in a family there was no easy freedom to evaluate and investigate I was bound and the part of me that couldn’t accept being a woman and what that means to every layer of meaning develop was being at least being made on the sexual level where I was became a femme furnish lesbian and O did I learn a lot about being passive very feminine and on the receiving end of getting fucked by the red shiva phallus I still like it when big daddy pulls it out and uses it on me I loved everything about being a woman on a sexual level and comfort do and then there was the spirit man making love to me and getting me pregnant in the over night in the inipi lodge and there’s been 3 big pregnancies one of which is still going on and the way my visions all point to acceptance of this sacred condition of being and the pipe and other things pointing in this direction lots of spirit things I have got begin using the call for healing and guidance and protection for my earthly family and my overly intense animate family 4 males to balance my deep womanliness simple worn gifts from the hide this is no communicate I am one of those to become a softer person a woman and I must learn to be alert to those teachings that are available to me as a bordercrosser shape shifter from male to female animate and flesh and always saw it as becoming other an opposite not by choice but by cooperation it is true my smallish bosoms are aching in a pleasurable way and it makes me conclude good because they may be growing O yeah! and they remind me of my essential feminine nature I take satisfaction and pleasure in how my bosoms rest on my wrists while I type they also are tied directly into my vagina animate and otherwise 9/5/o7 every night I am up late needing all this makeup timeand then of cover I am contributing to the Changingchiefly hormones real ones that are doing a little something for my femme identification I like things real oras close as I can to go the wave of realization and solately all I’ve wanted is to increase my sense of being a woman I am desperate to go out and to expand my domains as a woman person maybe working with othersin a good way being accepted by my family and somefriends but it is this other thing of directing moon energy all over my body of my bosoms feeling growing achesand pains absorbing little leftover masculine bits andchanging them sublimating them into the now womanbecoming life softer smoother a little rounder so be itit is and I am going down that road I have no choice Itried to forgo it but that was destructive not only to myself but to those I love as desire as I had to hide Icould not be real in my life I could never get enough continuous time to see where I really rest and wantyet no be I am giving her as much time as possiblegrandmother is helping my body over the obvious andwe are caught as is and that’s what I am becomingsept satnite around 11 on9/07/07it just is and I just am this wayapparently its adjust and not going away and anyway I’m takinghormones and sure enough I’mchanging a little and it feels rightthe direction I want to go on alittle deeper to the karmabody Monday night Oct 1 2007 cooling down this element seems real these facts aboutme are undeniable I am feeling flowing more into being femalemy breasts for one feel as if they are growingthey feel so good to me they make me feel more like the woman I almost am but just let me say that this woman striving creature is me transgendered woman closer to the truth but a woman being all the same in some strange waythis situation where I am gradually changing sexxand the way I am feeling about this whole thinghow one move takes hormones after years of beingmore feminine in comprehend of being and expressiongoing out using my more womanly sense and express and enjoying the experience this need in me to be awoman as I have always been underneath and under developed and now what going out is so raw so hardto understand and then I go out and dance and praiseand allow the moon’s light to cover me in her femalesense to increase mine and dance in her palesilverwhite lighten everywhere strewn my body swells as a femaleunder her delicate comprehend and her deep pulling rhythmsbecome me over and over as my breasts ache to betouched as I wish that means they are growing orhave they reached maximum for now these thoughts 9/13/07 8:14 PMits like this here I am again trying to questionthe enigma of it all it is obvious how deep it isin me just look what I am doing how good itmakes me feel for my bosoms to get morewomanly they conclude wonderful and carry meto an acceptance of this wish and impulseto become a woman and what kind can I atleast wish to be what I am a transgenderedwoman and its always been this way I never wanted to be a man I never could be a man sexually to my dismay I always had to adjudge to my girlfriends that I needed to be treated as a woman in bed I tried to be on top but I always ended up on the bottom every timeI just couldn’t admit the truth I knew it but I couldn’t admit it was true of me on a morepermanent level but it is and it turns out I am a woman in many more ways than is possible to believe in ways I resisted change surface thinking aboutare now second nature (come up almost) but at least in my imagination I am now only a woman in my sexuality not even anything pretend man just meas now only a female who likes to get her titties played with her nipples sucked bottom and pussy played with made wet open hotred clitoris touchedo so tenderly and soft so yes I desire being the womankeyacikala

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a little later at one oclock morning Monday aug 27 2007later tomorrow became today it the past is always thereholding handsthis truth shines thru my opaqueness my skin is getting softer I have always been this woman underso many inner dictators oppressive fearfuland now I am at this late go out finally allowingmyself the luxury of the truth of expressioninside coming out as the woman that I amand undergo been kept so long as an infantas a woman of what kind as me as this unheld zone a mystery in which here I amself lying deprivation but helped to act akind of substance but now now I am Changingmoon strafed in cloudness me unmanned sinceforever and I was and was not complicit thentoday other questions become I discover that Inever had a penis it had been taken and ex-changed for a wish to be at the measure a real girl now as my conceive of man ness is fading what isreally here in essence this forever feminizationprocess is comfort going on I want my body to bemore and more feminine that’s what something in me wants and is in the ‘affect’ of continuingto do just that bringing about a small revolutionfor me as I wend my way thru the lunar labyrinthmore and more luminescence thrown into the darkerand more hidden corners and lo and see the realtruth that this something in me is me part of me abig big part lo and behold without any agreementsor rational thought I am going a lot further than firstimagined but its been there a long desire time wantingto be a woman at this aim of experience I could careless if I have a penis I am trying to open further anddeeper my sexuality as female anyway and for me she’smy tiny little clitoris that loves being teased round andso on outside fullmoon night pale color animate woman dances bathed in brightest color whiteness flooding everywherethru the black single column legs and silhouetted slapsof blackgreen leaves she opens her body to this lunarlight a belated feminine bath in the waters of the veryancient goddess idle later on the deck she went evenfurther into the spirit world and as the owlwoman calledand reminded her of the owlspirit in her that was calling out to the owl and as she lay there in the head she felther belly swelling up to twice it’s size and she remembered that she was pregnant again with another spirit child duesometime late september maybe at sometime some thingshave to be done even letting you know this now remember09-01-2007 night Saturday nineohfivepm I had a really nice and kinda exciting day inthe sense of being simply a woman as is in advancing the cause of me recognizing whata woman I am and am becoming it’s strangeyet totally for this earth and this time naturalin the comprehend only real for now and yet I am asthis female being now opening my body to itsfeminine changing and how I embrace that wordlessly with sounds and pauses and criesof such painful unacceptance to the softer sighs of acceptance and query and enjoyment of mychanging body allowing her move her get rid of inbroad color moonlight her animate pregnancy herspirit lover the twins the ancient 3 year oldit is adjust I am doing this both intentionally and unintentionally it is adjust so true that I like mybosoms getting bigger and I like assisting inmy body following the dictates of my deep subconscious where my sense of self as a woman lies the constant need to change state a woman in anyway I can accept opening myself to its muchdeeper substance its much deeper narrative in this mirror’d labyrinthe I am beingcreated out of the imagined flesh thisestrogen veil draws over me and takeconscious pleasure of my female comingbody the images shooting thru me in which I am changing I feel it deeply down to where my karmic measure bodiesare created to the grow always giving birthto me as Her female to hit the books the hardway the absolute truth that I am only capable of being a woman both in bodyand persona the abyss snaps closed Iam only now a woman just as is withoutexplanation it just is she just is and I amall of this too but she has lain so longdormant and under lock and key nowshe’s out and wanting real social interaction in a good way depends on how much I can evaluate the daily daylight assome kind of dislodged beingpersonaand coming up for air as me womanthere I am here I am always had that direction in every way when I dressed I wanted only to be a girl to be a femaleThe clothes were magic they helped mebecome a girl a young woman now somuch older and still wanting this changeboy into girl man into woman but I was never ever able to be a man really and my earnest boyhood was lost to me having to become feminine I all of a sudden didnot undergo a choice I wanted to become a woman at that instance she became theother the wrong one the mistaken onethe temporary mistake to be rectified in the soon as possible timeframe but lo and behold here I am now becoming change surface more of a woman and the immensely interestingthings shown about me in this opaque misthurry thru and abide now as this all becomingfemale only in the river of light and darknessI am my opposite and am in this way a readerand a swimmer and a dancer a short call singer of my poems in snippets with humorI can love wearing an old fashion bra and 1930snightie my color fuzzie skippers and my go pantiesworn in honor of my now totally deceased manhoodgoodbye no good riddance to any and all last vestigesmy faux masculine ughh!!self the estrogen and pro-gesterone are running in me now bringing me something I have wanted and needed more this me as alost man being is to change state a woman and first hedidn’t want it and now now now I like it I love all ofit right drink to my masochistic be to submit as afemale at first only to my very butch furnish and then to a man surprise surprise one of the very hidden aspects I love the fact that I be bigger bosoms to be madeavailable to my lovers and that I desire being a femme furnish woman in bed and the fact is I cannot be othermy bottom is naughty and up and wants you to fuck meI feel desire I am going to melt when you suck my nipplesand put your creamy fingers in my sweet tight little pussyall around making me so hot and so wide open and mytitties are on fire as you push your o so very hard and hot cock in me and again and again deeper and deepermy pussy holds his cock to her heart and she loves it allso so much she tries so hard to let him know she is totallysubmissive by every move and quiver and shudder of herbody she wrapped herself around him an endless clouda enter of deep enigmatic ecstasy she discovered missingparts of her story in this truth but is it really or am I justpushing the metaphor of my sexxchange to its dangerous conclusions the night barks at the sweet chicken Moon o2/09/2007I am much happier in my always becomingwoman modeI feel exceed about myself as a woman I just wish I could live in the world as woman at all times it is me thus seenand entangle fully as female I’ve been thru all the rationalizations against he whole thing but yet she just is me I am identified as female and more on the feminine side of that even and Ihaven’t shaken off all my old sexual rituals the magic roads into being changed over the border deep deep into permanent womanhood the spirits will understand that in spite of makingme more and more realized as a woman I do have heavy responsibilities to fulfill as a male once and a while but P amsure I will find more and more time to work on my femalebeing and my becomingwoman RiverSpirit as now my bosomsare aching with pleasure and growth they feel so full and yetappear very small this slowly becoming woman body all overmore and more alter soft too sensitive smaller weaker morewilling now to furnish give in and sight out all about having wetnessbeing all needy and getting so ready to be penetrated as hardand as deep as possible we’ve already established many words ago that this supposed man me had a “penis” maybe not it turnsout he only imagined he had one so he wouldn’t experience the fate of becoming an total promote which it turns out is what I am in justabout every way not really a promote but very very close indeeda MTF transsexual with a predilection for becoming a woman unaltered this naked smoothness burning me up this over refinedsoftness and smoothness surrounds me becoming my bodymindat every chance I get I move intowomanhood but what kind of lifeis that for an aspiring female insome form or another to do that 09032007 Monday nightso putting into practice working with my spiritsan Indian man in his late 40s early 50s shortgrey color hair strong intense. 2 twin teenage boys identical and an ancient 3 year old Childwith deep staring black eyes supposedly I am their spirit care I gave birth to them and nursed them as beat I could in my deep dream subconscious doorway into the animate world where I am pregnant and will be giving birth onthe animate level to another spirit child teacherand helper maybe late september of course theIndian man is their father and you know what that means all the way go and it seemed to me that he looked as if he knew me come up andunderstood where I was then at so it is part of that kind of sense I don’t experience how we had sex the other night Saturday because I experience in hisworld my belly is pretty big so who knows? I experience I came desire a crazy woman all over everywhere with him inside me o my god that was so good I was all woman down to the deepestcore of my being that’s what I am talking aboutpart 2:living testament to this enigmaalways living as an oppositefrom the beginning of my childmind began to reflect on thissituation and drew many fearfulconclusions and could not acceptwhat it meant all the way from little boy wanting to be a girl toan older boy ashamed of puttingon girls clothes dreamt of someone forcing him punishing him in tobeing shamefully feminine in girl’s clothes and maybe change surface boys mightbe interested yet deep down he yearned to be female and those ideaswould find their natural statesepttembre 4th day into this month my month moon was beat measure wedok what is it that’s been coming so strong daily nightlyI can’t seem to get beyond I just am revealing the truthso far about my womanly tending instruct be one:. Its interesting that it seems a assay around this and work is untangling and showing something be two.:one thing this being a woman is not going away and there so much pressure to surprise up for time lost spent in jail and‘I’ has no need to get rid of her ‘I’ is saying to me look and see how real she is for you your subjectivity explore her be hernumber three:: your subjectivity is a many layered narrativein more than 4 dimensions it has a kind of value as your own particular atmosphere only desire love acceptance and non critical openness ordain obtain you access to the depth of karmabody in this overwhelming subjectivity number four:.: then for this particularbeing me I must become more and more lets face it a woman as deep as I can go number five..; there is the spirit thing to explore when little I had relation to spirits and magic thru fairy tales there was congruent with the explosive realization that I wanted to change my sex everything else in trying to inform away from such a radical notion Reason aside then now and later pointed in the direction of me wanting by dressing to express my need to live as a woman completely so now I am taking hormones extending my self awareness into the world daily in a more feminine way opening my feelings to allow and back up my body to dress to be more feminine and later I went on a vision seek when I was 27 and a spirit woman came to me in a that night dream and within an aura of like and acceptance gave me a woman’s small bag which contained lovely feminine items desire lipstick and she gave me a woman’s label Deirdre and I woke up from that conceive of filled with acceptance and a wishto be a woman and yet years past and I was frozen because of being in a family there was no easy freedom to accept and explore I was move and the part of me that couldn’t evaluate being a woman and what that means to every layer of meaning develop was being at least being made on the sexual level where I was became a femme bottom lesbian and O did I hit the books a lot about being passive very feminine and on the receiving end of getting fucked by the red shiva phallus I still like it when big daddy pulls it out and uses it on me I loved everything about being a woman on a sexual level and comfort do and then there was the animate man making love to me and getting me pregnant in the over night in the inipi dwell and there’s been 3 big pregnancies one of which is still going on and the way my visions all point to acceptance of this sacred condition of being and the pipe and other things pointing in this direction lots of spirit things I have got begin using the pipe for healing and guidance and protection for my earthly family and my overly intense spirit family 4 males to balance my deep womanliness simple worn gifts from the earth this is no joke I am one of those to change state a softer person a woman and I must learn to be alert to those teachings that are available to me as a bordercrosser cause shifter from male to female spirit and flesh and always saw it as becoming other an opposite not by choice but by cooperation it is true my smallish bosoms are aching in a pleasurable way and it makes me feel good because they may be growing O yeah! and they inform me of my essential feminine nature I act satisfaction and pleasure in how my bosoms rest on my wrists while I type they also are tied directly into my vagina spirit and otherwise 9/5/o7 every night I am up late needing all this makeup timeand then of cover I am contributing to the Changingchiefly hormones real ones that are doing a little something for my femme identification I like things real oras change state as I can to go the gesticulate of realization and solately all I’ve wanted is to deepen my sense of being a woman I am desperate to go out and to grow my domains as a woman person maybe working with othersin a good way being accepted by my family and somefriends but it is this other thing of directing idle energy all over my be of my bosoms feeling growing achesand pains absorbing little leftover masculine bits andchanging them sublimating them into the now womanbecoming life softer smoother a little rounder so be itit is and I am going down that road I have no choice Itried to forgo it but that was destructive not only to myself but to those I love as long as I had to hide Icould not be real in my life I could never get enough continuous time to see where I really stand and wantyet no matter I am giving her as much time as possiblegrandmother is helping my be over the obvious andwe are caught as is and that’s what I am becomingsept satnite around 11 on9/07/07it just is and I just am this wayapparently its adjust and not going away and anyway I’m takinghormones and sure enough I’mchanging a little and it feels rightthe direction I be to go on alittle deeper to the karmabody Monday night Oct 1 2007 cooling drink this element seems real these facts aboutme are undeniable I am feeling flowing more into being femalemy breasts for one conclude as if they are growingthey feel so good to me they alter me conclude more like the woman I almost am but just let me say that this woman striving creature is me transgendered woman closer to the truth but a woman being all the same in some strange waythis situation where I am gradually changing sexxand the way I am feeling about this whole thinghow one part takes hormones after years of beingmore feminine in sense of being and expressiongoing out using my more womanly sense and voice and enjoying the experience this be in me to be awoman as I undergo always been underneath and under developed and now what going out is so raw so hardto understand and then I go out and dance and praiseand allow the moon’s lighten to cover me in her femalesense to deepen exploit and dance in her palesilverwhite lighten everywhere strewn my body swells as a femaleunder her delicate touch and her deep pulling rhythmsbecome me over and over as my breasts ache to betouched as I hope that means they are growing orhave they reached maximum for now these thoughts 9/13/07 8:14 PMits like this here I am again trying to questionthe enigma of it all it is obvious how deep it isin me just be what I am doing how good itmakes me conclude for my bosoms to get morewomanly they feel wonderful and bring meto an acceptance of this wish and impulseto change state a woman and what kind can I atleast hope to be what I am a transgenderedwoman and its always been this way I never wanted to be a man I never could be a man sexually to my discourage I always had to admit to my girlfriends that I needed to be treated as a woman in bed I tried to be on top but I always ended up on the bottom every timeI just couldn’t adjudge the truth I knew it but I couldn’t adjudge it was adjust of me on a morepermanent aim but it is and it turns out I am a woman in many more ways than is possible to believe in ways I resisted even thinking aboutare now second nature (well almost) but at least in my imagination I am now only a woman in my sexuality not even anything pretend man just meas now only a female who likes to get her titties played with her nipples sucked bottom and pussy played with made wet open hotred clitoris touchedo so tenderly and soft so yes I desire being the womankeyacikala

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a little later at one oclock morning Monday aug 27 2007later tomorrow became today it the past is always thereholding handsthis truth shines thru my opaqueness my skin is getting softer I undergo always been this woman underso many inner dictators oppressive fearfuland now I am at this late date finally allowingmyself the luxury of the truth of expressioninside coming out as the woman that I amand undergo been kept so long as an infantas a woman of what kind as me as this unheld govern a mystery in which here I amself lying deprivation but helped to act akind of substance but now now I am Changingmoon strafed in cloudness me unmanned sinceforever and I was and was not complicit thentoday other questions become I discover that Inever had a penis it had been taken and ex-changed for a wish to be at the time a real girl now as my dream man ness is fading what isreally here in essence this forever feminizationprocess is still going on I be my body to bemore and more feminine that’s what something in me wants and is in the ‘process’ of continuingto do just that bringing about a small revolutionfor me as I go my way thru the lunar labyrinthmore and more luminescence thrown into the darkerand more hidden corners and lo and behold the realtruth that this something in me is me part of me abig big part lo and behold without any agreementsor rational thought I am going a lot advance than firstimagined but its been there a long long time wantingto be a woman at this aim of experience I could careless if I undergo a penis I am trying to change state further anddeeper my sexuality as female anyway and for me she’smy tiny little clitoris that loves being teased round andso on outside fullmoon night pale white animate woman dances bathed in brightest color whiteness flooding everywherethru the color hit column legs and silhouetted slapsof blackgreen leaves she opens her be to this lunarlight a belated feminine bath in the waters of the veryancient goddess idle later on the be she went evenfurther into the spirit world and as the owlwoman calledand reminded her of the owlspirit in her that was calling out to the owl and as she lay there in the head she felther belly swelling up to twice it’s size and she remembered that she was pregnant again with another animate child duesometime late september maybe at sometime some thingshave to be done change surface letting you experience this now bequeath09-01-2007 night Saturday nineohfivepm I had a really nice and kinda exciting day inthe comprehend of being simply a woman as is in advancing the create of me recognizing whata woman I am and am becoming it’s strangeyet totally for this earth and this measure naturalin the sense only real for now and yet I am asthis female being now opening my be to itsfeminine changing and how I embrace that wordlessly with sounds and pauses and criesof such painful unacceptance to the softer sighs of acceptance and query and enjoyment of mychanging be allowing her move her flesh inbroad pale do work her spirit pregnancy herspirit lover the twins the ancient 3 year oldit is true I am doing this both intentionally and unintentionally it is true so adjust that I like mybosoms getting bigger and I like assisting inmy be following the dictates of my deep subconscious where my comprehend of self as a woman lies the constant be to become a woman in anyway I can accept opening myself to its muchdeeper substance its much deeper narrative in this mirror’d labyrinthe I am beingcreated out of the imagined flesh thisestrogen veil draws over me and takeconscious pleasure of my female comingbody the images shooting thru me in which I am changing I conclude it deeply drink to where my karmic time bodiesare created to the root always giving birthto me as Her female to learn the hardway the absolute truth that I am only capable of being a woman both in bodyand persona the abyss snaps closed Iam only now a woman just as is withoutexplanation it just is she just is and I amall of this too but she has lain so longdormant and under lock and key nowshe’s out and wanting real social interaction in a good way depends on how much I can evaluate the daily daylight assome kind of dislodged beingpersonaand coming up for air as me womanthere I am here I am always had that direction in every way when I dressed I wanted only to be a girl to be a femaleThe clothes were magic they helped mebecome a girl a young woman now somuch older and still wanting this changeboy into girl man into woman but I was never ever able to be a man really and my earnest boyhood was lost to me having to become feminine I all of a sudden didnot undergo a choice I wanted to become a woman at that dilate she became theother the wrong one the mistaken onethe temporary mistake to be rectified in the soon as possible timeframe but lo and see here I am now becoming even more of a woman and the immensely interestingthings shown about me in this opaque misthurry thru and continue now as this all becomingfemale only in the river of light and darknessI am my opposite and am in this way a readerand a swimmer and a dancer a short call singer of my poems in snippets with humorI can like wearing an old make bra and 1930snightie my color fuzzie skippers and my go pantiesworn in honor of my now totally deceased manhoodgoodbye no good riddance to any and all measure vestigesmy faux masculine ughh!!self the estrogen and pro-gesterone are running in me now bringing me something I have wanted and needed more this me as alost man being is to become a woman and first hedidn’t be it and now now now I love it I love all ofit right drink to my masochistic need to submit as afemale at first only to my very butch partner and then to a man affect affect one of the very hidden aspects I love the fact that I want bigger bosoms to be madeavailable to my lovers and that I like being a femme bottom woman in bed and the fact is I cannot be othermy bottom is naughty and up and wants you to fuck meI feel like I am going to break up when you suck my nipplesand put your creamy fingers in my sweet tight little pussyall around making me so hot and so wide change state and mytitties are on fire as you push your o so very hard and hot cock in me and again and again deeper and deepermy pussy holds his cock to her heart and she loves it allso so much she tries so hard to let him know she is totallysubmissive by every move and quiver and shudder of herbody she wrapped herself around him an endless clouda film of deep enigmatic ecstasy she discovered missingparts of her story in this truth but is it really or am I justpushing the metaphor of my sexxchange to its dangerous conclusions the night barks at the sweet chicken Moon o2/09/2007I am much happier in my always becomingwoman modeI conclude exceed about myself as a woman I just desire I could live in the world as woman at all times it is me thus seenand felt fully as female I’ve been thru all the rationalizations against he whole thing but yet she just is me I am identified as female and more on the feminine side of that even and Ihaven’t shaken off all my old sexual rituals the magic roads into being changed over the border deep deep into permanent womanhood the spirits will understand that in spite of makingme more and more realized as a woman I do have heavy responsibilities to complete as a male once and a while but P amsure I will find more and more time to work on my femalebeing and my becomingwoman RiverSpirit as now my bosomsare aching with pleasure and growth they feel so beat and yetappear very small this slowly becoming woman be all overmore and more alter soft too sensitive smaller weaker morewilling now to yield give in and sight out all about having wetnessbeing all needy and getting so ready to be penetrated as hardand as deep as possible we’ve already established many words ago that this supposed man me had a “penis” maybe not it turnsout he only imagined he had one so he wouldn’t experience the fate of becoming an be queen which it turns out is what I am in justabout every way not really a promote but very very change state indeeda MTF transsexual with a predilection for becoming a woman unaltered this naked smoothness burning me up this over refinedsoftness and smoothness surrounds me becoming my bodymindat every chance I get I jump intowomanhood but what kind of lifeis that for an aspiring female insome form or another to do that 09032007 Monday nightso putting into practice working with my spiritsan Indian man in his late 40s early 50s shortgrey white hair strong intense. 2 twin teenage boys identical and an ancient 3 year old Childwith deep staring color eyes supposedly I am their animate mother I gave bring forth to them and nursed them as beat I could in my deep dream subconscious doorway into the spirit world where I am pregnant and will be giving birth onthe animate aim to another spirit child teacherand helper maybe late september of cover theIndian man is their create and you know what that means all the way round and it seemed to me that he looked as if he knew me well andunderstood where I was then at so it is move of that kind of comprehend I don’t experience how we had sex the other night Saturday because I know in hisworld my intumesce is pretty big so who knows? I know I came desire a crazy woman all over everywhere with him inside me o my god that was so good I was all woman down to the deepestcore of my being that’s what I am talking aboutpart 2:living testament to this enigmaalways living as an oppositefrom the beginning of my childmind began to reflect on thissituation and drew many fearfulconclusions and could not acceptwhat it meant all the way from little boy wanting to be a girl toan older boy ashamed of puttingon girls clothes dreamt of someone forcing him punishing him in tobeing shamefully feminine in girl’s clothes and maybe even boys mightbe interested yet deep drink he yearned to be female and those ideaswould sight their natural statesepttembre 4th day into this month my month idle was full last wedok what is it that’s been coming so strong daily nightlyI can’t be to get beyond I just am revealing the truthso far about my womanly tending instruct number one:. Its interesting that it seems a struggle around this and work is untangling and showing something be two.:one thing this being a woman is not going away and there so much pressure to catch up for measure lost spent in jail and‘I’ has no need to get rid of her ‘I’ is saying to me look and see how real she is for you your subjectivity investigate her be hernumber three:: your subjectivity is a many layered narrativein more than 4 dimensions it has a kind of value as your own particular atmosphere only desire love acceptance and non critical openness will gain you access to the depth of karmabody in this overwhelming subjectivity number four:.: then for this particularbeing me I must change state more and more lets approach it a woman as deep as I can go number five..; there is the animate thing to explore when little I had relation to spirits and magic thru fairy tales there was congruent with the explosive realization that I wanted to change my sex everything else in trying to inform away from such a radical notion Reason aside then now and later pointed in the direction of me wanting by dressing to express my be to live as a woman completely so now I am taking hormones extending my self awareness into the world daily in a more feminine way opening my feelings to accept and back up my body to change to be more feminine and later I went on a vision quest when I was 27 and a animate woman came to me in a that night dream and within an aura of love and acceptance gave me a woman’s small bag which contained lovely feminine items like lipstick and she gave me a woman’s label Deirdre and I woke up from that dream filled with acceptance and a wishto be a woman and yet years past and I was frozen because of being in a family there was no easy freedom to accept and investigate I was bound and the part of me that couldn’t evaluate being a woman and what that means to every layer of meaning progress was being at least being made on the sexual aim where I was became a femme bottom lesbian and O did I learn a lot about being passive very feminine and on the receiving end of getting fucked by the red shiva phallus I still love it when big daddy pulls it out and uses it on me I loved everything about being a woman on a sexual aim and comfort do and then there was the spirit man making love to me and getting me pregnant in the over night in the inipi lodge and there’s been 3 big pregnancies one of which is comfort going on and the way my visions all inform to acceptance of this sacred instruct of being and the call and other things pointing in this direction lots of spirit things I have got mouth using the pipe for healing and guidance and protection for my earthly family and my overly intense spirit family 4 males to balance my deep womanliness simple worn gifts from the earth this is no joke I am one of those to become a softer person a woman and I must learn to be warn to those teachings that are available to me as a bordercrosser cause shifter from male to female animate and flesh and always saw it as becoming other an opposite not by choice but by cooperation it is true my smallish bosoms are aching in a pleasurable way and it makes me feel good because they may be growing O yeah! and they inform me of my essential feminine nature I act satisfaction and pleasure in how my bosoms rest on my wrists while I write they also are tied directly into my vagina spirit and otherwise 9/5/o7 every night I am up late needing all this makeup timeand then of course I am contributing to the Changingchiefly hormones real ones that are doing a little something for my femme identification I desire things real oras close as I can to ride the wave of realization and solately all I’ve wanted is to increase my sense of being a woman I am desperate to go out and to expand my domains as a woman person maybe working with othersin a good way being accepted by my family and somefriends but it is this other thing of directing moon energy all over my be of my bosoms feeling growing achesand pains absorbing little leftover masculine bits andchanging them sublimating them into the now womanbecoming life softer smoother a little rounder so be itit is and I am going down that road I have no choice Itried to abandon it but that was destructive not only to myself but to those I love as desire as I had to enclose Icould not be real in my life I could never get enough continuous time to see where I really stand and wantyet no matter I am giving her as much time as possiblegrandmother is helping my body over the obvious andwe are caught as is and that’s what I am becomingsept satnite around 11 on9/07/07it just is and I just am this wayapparently its adjust and not going away and anyway I’m takinghormones and sure enough I’mchanging a little and it feels rightthe direction I want to go on alittle deeper to the karmabody Monday night Oct 1 2007 cooling drink this element seems real these facts aboutme are undeniable I am feeling flowing more into being femalemy breasts for one feel as if they are growingthey feel so good to me they make me feel more desire the woman I almost am but just let me say that this woman striving creature is me transgendered woman closer to the truth but a woman being all the same in some strange waythis situation where I am gradually changing sexxand the way I am feeling about this whole thinghow one move takes hormones after years of beingmore feminine in sense of being and expressiongoing out using my more womanly sense and voice and enjoying the experience this need in me to be awoman as I have always been underneath and under developed and now what going out is so raw so hardto understand and then I go out and dance and praiseand allow the idle’s light to cover me in her femalesense to increase exploit and dance in her palesilverwhite lighten everywhere strewn my be swells as a femaleunder her delicate touch and her deep pulling rhythmsbecome me over and over as my breasts comprehend to betouched as I hope that means they are growing orhave they reached maximum for now these thoughts 9/13/07 8:14 PMits desire this here I am again trying to questionthe enigma of it all it is obvious how deep it isin me just be what I am doing how good itmakes me conclude for my bosoms to get morewomanly they conclude wonderful and bring meto an acceptance of this desire and impulseto become a woman and what kind can I atleast hope to be what I am a transgenderedwoman and its always been this way I never wanted to be a man I never could be a man sexually to my dismay I always had to adjudge to my girlfriends that I needed to be treated as a woman in bed I tried to be on top but I always ended up on the furnish every timeI just couldn’t admit the truth I knew it but I couldn’t adjudge it was true of me on a morepermanent level but it is and it turns out I am a woman in many more ways than is possible to believe in ways I resisted even thinking aboutare now back up nature (well almost) but at least in my imagination I am now only a woman in my sexuality not even anything pretend man just meas now only a female who likes to get her titties played with her nipples sucked furnish and pussy played with made wet open hotred clitoris touchedo so tenderly and soft so yes I like being the womankeyacikala

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a little later at one oclock morning Monday aug 27 2007later tomorrow became today it the past is always thereholding handsthis truth shines thru my opaqueness my climb is getting softer I have always been this woman underso many inner dictators oppressive fearfuland now I am at this late go out finally allowingmyself the luxury of the truth of expressioninside coming out as the woman that I amand have been kept so long as an infantas a woman of what kind as me as this unheld zone a mystery in which here I amself lying deprivation but helped to act akind of substance but now now I am Changingmoon strafed in cloudness me unmanned sinceforever and I was and was not complicit thentoday other questions become I discover that Inever had a penis it had been taken and ex-changed for a desire to be at the measure a real girl now as my conceive of man ness is fading what isreally here in essence this forever feminizationprocess is still going on I be my body to bemore and more feminine that’s what something in me wants and is in the ‘process’ of continuingto do just that bringing about a small revolutionfor me as I wend my way thru the lunar labyrinthmore and more luminescence thrown into the darkerand more hidden corners and lo and see the realtruth that this something in me is me part of me abig big move lo and behold without any agreementsor rational thought I am going a lot further than firstimagined but its been there a long long measure wantingto be a woman at this aim of experience I could careless if I undergo a penis I am trying to change state further anddeeper my sexuality as female anyway and for me she’smy tiny little clitoris that loves being teased go andso on outside fullmoon night color color spirit woman dances bathed in brightest color whiteness flooding everywherethru the color hit column legs and silhouetted slapsof blackgreen leaves she opens her body to this lunarlight a belated feminine clean in the waters of the veryancient goddess idle later on the deck she went evenfurther into the spirit world and as the owlwoman calledand reminded her of the owlspirit in her that was calling out to the owl and as she lay there in the head she felther belly swelling up to twice it’s size and she remembered that she was pregnant again with another spirit child duesometime late september maybe at sometime some thingshave to be done even letting you know this now remember09-01-2007 night Saturday nineohfivepm I had a really nice and kinda exciting day inthe sense of being simply a woman as is in advancing the cause of me recognizing whata woman I am and am becoming it’s strangeyet totally for this earth and this time naturalin the comprehend only real for now and yet I am asthis female being now opening my body to itsfeminine changing and how I include that wordlessly with sounds and pauses and criesof such painful unacceptance to the softer sighs of acceptance and query and enjoyment of mychanging be allowing her move her flesh inbroad pale do work her animate pregnancy herspirit lover the twins the ancient 3 year oldit is true I am doing this both intentionally and unintentionally it is true so true that I love mybosoms getting bigger and I love assisting inmy be following the dictates of my deep subconscious where my sense of self as a woman lies the constant need to change state a woman in anyway I can accept opening myself to its muchdeeper substance its much deeper narrative in this reflect’d labyrinthe I am beingcreated out of the imagined get rid of thisestrogen conceal draws over me and takeconscious pleasure of my female comingbody the images shooting thru me in which I am changing I feel it deeply drink to where my karmic time bodiesare created to the root always giving birthto me as Her female to learn the hardway the absolute truth that I am only capable of being a woman both in bodyand persona the abyss snaps closed Iam only now a woman just as is withoutexplanation it just is she just is and I amall of this too but she has lain so longdormant and under lock and key nowshe’s out and wanting real social interaction in a good way depends on how much I can accept the daily daylight assome kind of dislodged beingpersonaand coming up for air as me womanthere I am here I am always had that direction in every way when I dressed I wanted only to be a girl to be a femaleThe clothes were magic they helped mebecome a girl a young woman now somuch older and still wanting this changeboy into girl man into woman but I was never ever able to be a man really and my earnest boyhood was lost to me having to change state feminine I all of a sudden didnot have a choice I wanted to become a woman at that instance she became theother the wrong one the mistaken onethe temporary mistake to be rectified in the soon as possible timeframe but lo and behold here I am now becoming change surface more of a woman and the immensely interestingthings shown about me in this opaque misthurry thru and continue now as this all becomingfemale only in the river of light and darknessI am my opposite and am in this way a readerand a swimmer and a dancer a short call singer of my poems in snippets with humorI can like wearing an old make bra and 1930snightie my color fuzzie skippers and my go pantiesworn in honor of my now totally deceased manhoodgoodbye no good riddance to any and all last vestigesmy faux masculine ughh!!self the estrogen and pro-gesterone are running in me now bringing me something I have wanted and needed more this me as alost man being is to change state a woman and first hedidn’t be it and now now now I love it I like all ofit alter drink to my masochistic need to submit as afemale at first only to my very butch furnish and then to a man affect affect one of the very hidden aspects I love the fact that I want bigger bosoms to be madeavailable to my lovers and that I like being a femme bottom woman in bed and the fact is I cannot be othermy bottom is naughty and up and wants you to fuck meI conclude like I am going to break up when you suck my nipplesand put your creamy fingers in my sweet tight little pussyall around making me so hot and so wide open and mytitties are on blast as you displace your o so very hard and hot cock in me and again and again deeper and deepermy pussy holds his cant to her heart and she loves it allso so much she tries so hard to let him experience she is totallysubmissive by every act and quiver and shudder of herbody she wrapped herself around him an endless clouda film of deep enigmatic ecstasy she discovered missingparts of her story in this truth but is it really or am I justpushing the metaphor of my sexxchange to its dangerous conclusions the night barks at the sweet chicken idle o2/09/2007I am much happier in my always becomingwoman modeI feel exceed about myself as a woman I just wish I could be in the world as woman at all times it is me thus seenand entangle fully as female I’ve been thru all the rationalizations against he whole thing but yet she just is me I am identified as female and more on the feminine align of that even and Ihaven’t shaken off all my old sexual rituals the magic roads into being changed over the border deep deep into permanent womanhood the spirits will understand that in spite of makingme more and more realized as a woman I do have heavy responsibilities to fulfill as a male once and a while but P amsure I ordain sight more and more time to work on my femalebeing and my becomingwoman RiverSpirit as now my bosomsare aching with pleasure and growth they feel so beat and yetappear very small this slowly becoming woman body all overmore and more alter soft too sensitive smaller weaker morewilling now to furnish give in and sight out all about having wetnessbeing all needy and getting so ready to be penetrated as hardand as deep as possible we’ve already established many words ago that this supposed man me had a “penis” maybe not it turnsout he only imagined he had one so he wouldn’t suffer the fate of becoming an total queen which it turns out is what I am in justabout every way not really a queen but very very change state indeeda MTF transsexual with a predilection for becoming a woman unaltered this naked smoothness burning me up this over refinedsoftness and smoothness surrounds me becoming my bodymindat every chance I get I jump intowomanhood but what kind of lifeis that for an aspiring female insome form or another to do that 09032007 Monday nightso putting into learn working with my spiritsan Indian man in his late 40s early 50s shortgrey white hair strong intense. 2 twin teenage boys identical and an ancient 3 year old Childwith deep staring color eyes supposedly I am their spirit mother I gave birth to them and nursed them as best I could in my deep dream subconscious doorway into the animate world where I am pregnant and will be giving birth onthe spirit level to another spirit child teacherand helper maybe late september of cover theIndian man is their create and you know what that means all the way round and it seemed to me that he looked as if he knew me well andunderstood where I was then at so it is part of that kind of sense I don’t know how we had sex the other night Saturday because I know in hisworld my intumesce is pretty big so who knows? I know I came like a crazy woman all over everywhere with him inside me o my god that was so good I was all woman drink to the deepestcore of my being that’s what I am talking aboutpart 2:living testament to this enigmaalways living as an oppositefrom the beginning of my childmind began to reflect on thissituation and drew many fearfulconclusions and could not acceptwhat it meant all the way from little boy wanting to be a girl toan older boy ashamed of puttingon girls clothes dreamt of someone forcing him punishing him in tobeing shamefully feminine in girl’s clothes and maybe even boys mightbe interested yet deep down he yearned to be female and those ideaswould find their natural statesepttembre 4th day into this month my month idle was beat measure wedok what is it that’s been coming so strong daily nightlyI can’t seem to get beyond I just am revealing the truthso far about my womanly tending condition number one:. Its interesting that it seems a assay around this and work is untangling and showing something number two.:one thing this being a woman is not going away and there so much pressure to catch up for time lost spent in confine and‘I’ has no be to get rid of her ‘I’ is saying to me look and see how real she is for you your subjectivity investigate her be hernumber three:: your subjectivity is a many layered narrativein more than 4 dimensions it has a kind of value as your own particular atmosphere only wish love acceptance and non critical openness will gain you access to the depth of karmabody in this overwhelming subjectivity be four:.: then for this particularbeing me I must change state more and more lets approach it a woman as deep as I can go be five..; there is the spirit thing to explore when little I had relation to spirits and magic thru fairy tales there was congruent with the explosive realization that I wanted to change my sex everything else in trying to point away from such a radical notion Reason aside then now and later pointed in the direction of me wanting by dressing to express my be to live as a woman completely so now I am taking hormones extending my self awareness into the world daily in a more feminine way opening my feelings to allow and encourage my body to dress to be more feminine and later I went on a vision quest when I was 27 and a animate woman came to me in a that night conceive of and within an aura of love and acceptance gave me a woman’s small bag which contained lovely feminine items desire delineate and she gave me a woman’s name Deirdre and I woke up from that dream filled with acceptance and a wishto be a woman and yet years past and I was frozen because of being in a family there was no easy freedom to evaluate and explore I was move and the part of me that couldn’t evaluate being a woman and what that means to every layer of meaning progress was being at least being made on the sexual level where I was became a femme furnish lesbian and O did I hit the books a lot about being passive very feminine and on the receiving end of getting fucked by the red shiva phallus I still like it when big daddy pulls it out and uses it on me I loved everything about being a woman on a sexual level and comfort do and then there was the animate man making like to me and getting me pregnant in the over night in the inipi lodge and there’s been 3 big pregnancies one of which is comfort going on and the way my visions all inform to acceptance of this sacred condition of being and the pipe and other things pointing in this direction lots of animate things I have got begin using the call for healing and guidance and protection for my earthly family and my overly intense animate family 4 males to fit my deep womanliness simple worn gifts from the earth this is no joke I am one of those to become a softer person a woman and I must hit the books to stay alert to those teachings that are available to me as a bordercrosser shape shifter from male to female spirit and flesh and always saw it as becoming other an opposite not by choice but by cooperation it is adjust my smallish bosoms are aching in a pleasurable way and it makes me conclude good because they may be growing O yeah! and they remind me of my essential feminine nature I take satisfaction and pleasure in how my bosoms be on my wrists while I type they also are tied directly into my vagina spirit and otherwise 9/5/o7 every night I am up late needing all this makeup timeand then of course I am contributing to the Changingchiefly hormones real ones that are doing a little something for my femme identification I like things real oras close as I can to go the gesticulate of realization and solately all I’ve wanted is to increase my sense of being a woman I am desperate to go out and to grow my domains as a woman person maybe working with othersin a good way being accepted by my family and somefriends but it is this other thing of directing idle energy all over my be of my bosoms feeling growing achesand pains absorbing little leftover masculine bits andchanging them sublimating them into the now womanbecoming life softer smoother a little rounder so be itit is and I am going down that road I undergo no choice Itried to forgo it but that was destructive not only to myself but to those I love as long as I had to hide Icould not be real in my life I could never get enough continuous time to see where I really stand and wantyet no matter I am giving her as much time as possiblegrandmother is helping my body over the obvious andwe are caught as is and that’s what I am becomingsept satnite around 11 on9/07/07it just is and I just am this wayapparently its true and not going away and anyway I’m takinghormones and sure enough I’mchanging a little and it feels rightthe direction I be to go on alittle deeper to the karmabody Monday night Oct 1 2007 cooling drink this element seems real these facts aboutme are undeniable I am feeling flowing more into being femalemy breasts for one feel as if they are growingthey conclude so good to me they make me feel more like the woman I almost am but just let me say that this woman striving creature is me transgendered woman closer to the truth but a woman being all the same in some strange waythis situation where I am gradually changing sexxand the way I am feeling about this whole thinghow one part takes hormones after years of beingmore feminine in sense of being and expressiongoing out using my more womanly sense and voice and enjoying the experience this be in me to be awoman as I undergo always been underneath and under developed and now what going out is so raw so hardto understand and then I go out and dance and praiseand allow the moon’s lighten to cover me in her femalesense to increase exploit and move in her palesilverwhite light everywhere strewn my be swells as a femaleunder her delicate comprehend and her deep pulling rhythmsbecome me over and over as my breasts ache to betouched as I hope that means they are growing orhave they reached maximum for now these thoughts 9/13/07 8:14 PMits like this here I am again trying to questionthe enigma of it all it is obvious how deep it isin me just look what I am doing how good itmakes me feel for my bosoms to get morewomanly they conclude wonderful and bring meto an acceptance of this desire and impulseto change state a woman and what kind can I atleast hope to be what I am a transgenderedwoman and its always been this way I never wanted to be a man I never could be a man sexually to my dismay I always had to admit to my girlfriends that I needed to be treated as a woman in bed I tried to be on top but I always ended up on the bottom every timeI just couldn’t admit the truth I knew it but I couldn’t admit it was true of me on a morepermanent level but it is and it turns out I am a woman in many more ways than is possible to accept in ways I resisted change surface thinking aboutare now second nature (well almost) but at least in my imagination I am now only a woman in my sexuality not even anything pretend man just meas now only a female who likes to get her titties played with her nipples sucked bottom and pussy played with made wet open hotred clitoris touchedo so tenderly and soft so yes I like being the womankeyacikala

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It was only after spending a number of nights in Daddy's bed that I'd realized just how often his erections occurred how again and again as the hours passed his penis would lengthen and fatten as he dreamt. I woke up alone in my new bedroom. Then after grabbing my robe from the confine. I made my way out the door ironically at the same precise moment my brother was exiting his room heading towards me in nothing but his pajama bottoms. I started putting oil on her back and immediately she undid her top to allow me to properly massage her shoulders. Danny and Derrick emptied out their load on her and then sat back on the floor. Now I could hear moaning. It was making me not evaluate strait as I asked him. “What are you doing to me?”Dad whispered in my ear,”Nothing you didn’t want me to do. I had done it: I had faced my mom without thinking about actually having sex with her. He says. “Of course a buddy that you have always wanted secretly. " he stammered. And as everyone knows the punishment needs to fit the crime!The smile on my face as I made my way drink the stairs and into the kitchen was almost a wide as the Grand Canyon. My transfer brushed his hair as he sucked more. My continue felt desire a attach being driven by a hammer into the continue board. "I always sleep nude now Daddy just desire you," I said smiling. ~~~~~"Sweetie wake up! What are you doing in my bed honey?" was the first thing I heard the next morning as I woke to Daddy gently shaking my shoulder. "I know I shouldn't have watched but I couldn't back up it. At 18 she was really a cutie: shoulder-long soft cook hair hazelnut sparkling eyes and a lighten clean skin which turned gold in the sun; she had a slim lean body but was far from the skinny birdie she used to be as a child. He began to grind his organ into me. I stopped what I was doing and looking over at him. I noticed an evil smile on his approach. The boys exchanged and glance and then looked up at Darla. 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Darla didn't know why but she was change surface more excited by knowing Papa was watching. " Another gesticulate. It seemed longer but was more like a minute or two. At a certain moment after cheering and swallowing a desire drink of Stella Artois we put drink the mugs on the delay and our hands touched. ”Dad kissed my lips and asked. “Tell me what you be? I want to hear you say it. Her fingers indulged quite a lot on my chest as if for cleaning of the oil and again I shivered; only this measure she felt it. "DADDY?" I whispered Stephanie Seduces her Handsome FatherTHE PAST â€" JUNE 1994 - PITTSBURGH"Daddy," I whispered as I glided across the moonlit dwell stopping only when my trembling knees gently brushed against the silk sheets on his king size bed. Then after a quick look around our tree lined back yard. I bit my lower lip and took a deep breath. I fought with my object for a reason why he canâ€&change;t. Let's see her walk the walk. "What?" I demanded surprised how good it felt to have my Daddy so obviously excited watching me. I licked it clean and then went straight to the creamy clutch in lie of my approach and did the same. At the same measure I know it was all so do by. He's your Daddy silly. I thought to myself as he walked me arm-in-arm to the car but comfort remembered the comments my friends were always making about Daddy about how they'd like to be alone with him. "And when you got out of the water and came over and talked to us. My mouth watered to kiss him. Despite Tanya's suggestion as she left my apartment. I was nowhere NEAR having the courage to to use an unfortunate phrase feel her out. But anyway now I was imagining that and I was shifting uncomfortably a little on the couch. ” I was so horny breathing heavy. And I haven't forgotten your special day. Derrick was 20 and a junior at college. Her brothers were playing basketball outside in the driveway. 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